lately...

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first. i'm a live. (if someone is wondering..)
second. so many thing happened.. oh.

new school. new job. new people... old me.

new coat (i'm in love). new booties (my feet heart so much but who cares! they are so pretty)
new haircut (that i don't like).

and  you? how are you?

take. me. there.

take me there by sweet-s on Polyvore

sometime i just wanna be there.. faraway. but there.
who will understand me?! :)

love.

sometimes i love animals more than i love people.

and i am pretty sure they love me more too.

it's like we speak the same language.

my mom says they hear goodness in my voice and because of that start to follow me.

it's that pure, innocent love.

just love.

i miss you already my bundle of joy!

so, so much! love!

olympics. those swimming boys ..

oh. wow. ooooh. aaaah. awwwww.

dear hot boys from any swimming time at olympics... <blink, blink>
if you are looking for a girlfriend...
..call me maybe !

p.s. no i am not obsessed with you good looking bodies. broad shoulders.six packs abs. and the fact  that somehow you look amazingly  hot in those ..hm..how do you call it.. swimming suite?
well, no. it has nothing to do with that.
no sir.

p.s.s i am really, really cute! <blink, blink>

all best.
              S. (aka girl-who-loves-swimming-boys)

boys will be boys

maybe i will never completely understand boys.
and maybe they will never completely understand me.
but i will always have a shoes.
yes. my good kind friends. my shoes.

because boys will always be boys.

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i love this song.

but is it strange that when i was in spain only boys wanted to be my friends?
girls just didn't like me.
is it strange? is it?

well... shoes are shoes. and this one from seychelles footwear are amazing.

first i was thinking in orange, but later nude was so much better choice.

so my dear boys,
you can be boys all the way, i have my shoes.
a-ha!

girl and her toy

one of these days when you just take camera and start taking photos.
and i didn't do it for so long. seems like since i returned from spain.
strange, isn't it?
well now i'm back.and i love it. i just love it.

take me there.

santorini.

i will call it paradise if u don't mind.

craving.

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if i could do one thing in my life right now it would definitely be to travel.

i am so craving for new places, new people, new language.. i think i even crave for those tears when i start missing home. it's like my suitcase (new. blue. perfect little one too small for all my things. bought in spain few months ago) is itching me..

oh i so need to start move. to change something.
 yes, i need change!

if i could... if i was super rich girl .. (oh girl can dream).. if ..
i would pack my bags and go..
work by day (until 3 p.m.) and then enjoy.
first i would go to france. drink vine, eat cheese, and wear headbands and big glasses all the time (like franch woman from movies). i'm craving for nice. i was there few years ago, totally blown away with the beauty.
i would spend every day at the beach, and every night walking around the town.

then greece. my lovely greece.
to  mykonos. to party every night. be on the beach everyday. to eat gyros all the time!and just enjoy in the greek sense on beauty. ah..how i miss greece.

and than in septembar istanbul.
lovely. magical istanbul! i am obsessed with him for a while (or should i say for a years).
i need to go and see that mistiry place. feel that sadness (like o.pamuk is describing) and that happiness (like i'm imagining)
to sit at coffee shop near bosphorus, drink tea, feel wind in my hair, with book in my hands..to feel istanbul! ah, perfection!

yes.
if i could i would travel.

27.

i came to strange and painful  conclusion ..

i have 27 years and absolutely nothing.

how is that possible?

i was good student. i finish college, i'm good person...and i thought at 27 i will be..
but yet i'm not.

first to be clear. what is nothing? 

well when i say nothing i mean i don't have real job, i'm not married or engaged or in love, and in some crazy confusion i don't know what i really want to do with my life. to work as this or that or...

aw..so so confusing.

how did i get here?

well i don't really know.. i just know that my two last projects (and i am speaking about work) led me to this feeling. when you work hard, and hope for the best, and then because some other people all falls apart you can't stop feeling angry, and sad, and confused.. 

yes. 

so all this is because job. 

and what about love?

i'm not saying i don't miss that man, my man. but my love life was always a little bit lonely.. sad? maybe it is. i was always the girl all boys wanted (and not to brag but they still do) the problem was i don't want them. i believe in magic, in chemistry, in romance, in fairies and butterflies... but most in all that it's better to be alone than to be with anyone.

i hope, i know i will met him one day. and when i see him i'll just know. 

and like all things in life it will happened at some point, at some time. and i know i have to work on myself to be the thing i want to be before being his.

and after strange pain in my chest, and some deep sadness, and after letting myself pout for a while, i came to conclusion like i always do. start all over. again. from the start. 

i confess. it's little bit tiring, and overwhelming. but at the end that is life.

take a deep breath and wish for the best. 

girl vs. world + music

sometimes i just feel i am not cut out for this world.

it's just too cruel. too brutal.

and being a good person means being weak.

so how, tell me how to be a good person in this cruel world?

what all this blabbing has to do with the song?

nothing.

i just like it. its on repeat.

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xx

One. Of. Those. Days..

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i'm having one of those days... you know...

when you don't sleep good, and you dream so many crazy things that in the morning you feel like truck ran over you. yeah that feeling.

and after burning my lunch i decided  just not to do anything today.

it's for the greater good (at least i think so)

so ice cream, TV, some music and bed it is.

for greater good ;)

xo

The Wrong Way Home

Do you love to travel? And photography?

Well then I have perfect place for you!

My dear (blogger) friend Izy just made AMAZING cite about traveling called 

THE WRONG WAY HOME!

there you will find amazing photos, tips, and maybe even idea where to travel next!

so be sure to visit it!

Hello 27!

i had best B'day EVER!

my sis and friend are the best!

it was totally surprise day.

you can see more photos HERE.

ok 27 is a big number.

to be honest i thought  at 27. i would be... but i'm not.

you can't cray about thing you don't have, it just waste of time.

so hello 27!

may i say i look better than ever ;)

live. love. learn. smile & enjoy!

2 days until my birthday

still not a clue..

today my friend call me and said..

''you know we are going....''

and i was like

yes. where?

but nothing.

-_-

something new....

i have new color of walls in my bedroom :)

looks amazing!

tomorrow i will have new haircut! yaaaaaaay! finally! :)

and...

i know i sound little bit obsess.. if you're asking why click here.
but...

J.LO... man...

how can you look like this in 40ti?

how?

if to look like this i need to have 40 and young lover..

then be it!

i'm in :)

3 days until my birthday

only 3 more days until day when it's all about me!

:))

but this year...

i am not going to have mine little i-am-not-inviting-but-they-always-come party..

without cake... without presents..
-_-

only one big surprise that my sis is planing for me...

i don't have a clue what could it be...

only 3 more days!

Let's play some music ... & dance.

Many, many, so many days ago I was Vanessa's music guest blogger.

So if you need some music to listen or some interesting blog to follow or to meet one lovely girl ..

click HERE.

But not expect something new and exciting... (i'm talking about my playlist) No!

I made a playlist of mine past year fav songs.

Every one of them is very special to me, and to some period of mine life.

Yes. Very personal.

So if you are in for excitement. 

Sorry.

I'm boring gal.

And some mine fav lyrics lately...

"I turn the music up,

Got my records on

I shut the world outside until the lights come on

Maybe the streets alight,

Maybe the trees are gone

I feel my heart start beating to my favorite song....''

Coldplay.

 If someone is asking.

Thought of day...

Fav photo, with fav people at beautiful beach in Spain.

And something more... :)

Hope you all have amazing weekend!

xx

Barcelona From My Camera

Barcelona and Me.. that is LOVE!
 So as one big Barca lover (amador de Barca) I have to say if you ever visit Barcelona be sure to have picnic at Parc de la Cintadella! Or just sit there and try to absorb all that beauty!
 One thing is sure.. you will be blown away!

and be sure to take photo with this amazing guy! :)

until nex time...

xoxo

S.

Silly Girl, One Hill, and Memories

OK. i admit. i'm still crying about OTH ending. Yes I do. Like a baby.
Every time I see some video on YouTube about OTH season 9 something happens in my heart, and my eyes...and here we go tears. And do you want to hear crazy thing? You do.
I didn't yet start to watch season 9! I know, I know.. totally crazy!
But I have to say it...

Dear One Tree Hill.

I do. I really do love you!

You have been one of mine favorite TV entertainment.

And you gave me a lot of joy, music and dreams (I'm still sometimes dreaming/joking about James being my boyfriend. WAIT.WHAT. What. I didn't say anything... :D )

So my dear OTH, when I finally sit and start watching that final season.. I will cry and cry...

But know one thing..

 I did loved, and I do love, and will love you!

Because there can be only one Tree Hill!

Love! S.

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40 and ...

40 and looking like this?!

Sign me IN!

40 and being successful women, mom and someone's woman?

Sign me IN!

40 and having  sexy 20 years younger hunk for boyfriend?

Oh do, please do sign me IN!

40 and still believing in love...?!

Definitely sign me IN!

40 and don't caring what everybody is saying, talking, thinking..just living and enjoying your life..

Oh soo sign me IN!

Seems like having 40 ROCKS!

xx

On repeat..

Blue jeans, White shirt ..
Walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn.... 

when the sun comes down

Castellon de la Plana, Spain, 50 minutes train drive from Valencia.
If you ask anyone who lives there for opinion they will say..

"it's very small, it's boring and everyone knows everyone''

In mine opinion is nice and cozy. Only thing that is missing is nice coffee shop with cozy chairs and WiFi :))

Lately...

1. I'we been taking lot's of random photos with my phone!
2. I am sick AGAIN! But this time in very strange and painful way...but let's not talk about it. I will just say..
                                   Dear Immunity,

When ever you decide to kick in,

it will be fine by me!

                                                      Sincerely, ME! 

3. I've been watching Hart Of Dixie! And I love it!So far the best new show!
4. Obsessed with MINT. Colour. Cloths. Nails. Food.. tea, chocolate.. Totally love it!
5. I'm lost and trying to find my way in this big universe... Like always.
6. Sad. My cat is missing. And every time think on that I'm not going to see him my heart breaks over and over again.
7. Totally IN my sis fashion blog Sparkle! And all my fashion ideas and thought go there. So if someone is missing me you can find me there. Behind the scenes, and sometimes on it :) But I'm all over it!
8. Spring. Sun. Friends. Shorts. Flats...
                                                          Hope you are enjoying too! xo
                                                                               S.

I wish, I wish..

...I wish that all parts of this outfit that Blair is wearing are hanging in my closet! Like right now... Oh how cool would that be?
  I would totally rock this outfit! From shoes to coat everything is sooo me!

Sometimes I wonder why wasn't I born as a rich Upper East Side girl who's only problems are finding a love, honest friends, job that will give sense to life, who can have all those amazing dresses and shoes...

 And I...  My only problems are finding a love, honest friends, job that will give sense to life and having sophisticated expensive taste without money to back it up... How unfair is that?

How shallow do I sound now?

:) What can i say... Sometimes I am..

But I will never understand from what materials and how do they made dresses that cost more than $2000! You know it really doesn't have any sense! Even if I had $2000 to give for dress I think I wouldn't ... With that money You can do so many things...

So if magic really exist... You know my wish ;) xx

Note To Self

Dear ME,
 Please be aware that makeup exist for a reason! And you have it for a reason. And you buy it and spend your money for a reason... And your morning  behavior ..

''oh i'm so tired... i want to sleep... i'm to lazy to put makeup on... it's not like somebody important is going to see me .. mean..i am going block away... who will see me..'' 

..is really not good attitude missy! And I am not going to mention all the blush situation you put us in to!

 You know you can always look yourself in the mirror and be shocked. 
 So for our well being please have in mind that!

Straightforward,

yours  You!

Being a woman..

Being a woman....
It's hard to say all thing that make as the way we are... it's hard to name all the reasons we are the way we are... That is probably why man don't understand as that often.

But being a woman is more than perfect hair, good outfit, and red lips... Even we do spend quite a lot time thinking about that... It's more than being a daughter , sister, girlfriend, lover, wife, mother....And we are all of that! It's more and bigger than universe... And it's mystic and unspoken  as universe himself

They write song about us. They blame us. They put us in the stars. They hate us.

Being a woman... is hard. We often don't know what we wont. We often wont something that we don't know. We love and hate at the same time...

You think complicated is word that can describe us?! Hahahahaha don't make me laugh!

Being a woman...
Sometimes more, sometimes less.. Day by day... Everyday!

Day With My Mom

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 Call me silly.. Call me foolish... Call me spoiled mommy's girl .. I don't care!  But spending day with my mom is best way of  spending day.

  Food that she cooks especially for me. Gossiping about people, friends, boys, city, important people and totally irrelevant people.. Little talks and small ones..  TV shows that we watch together.. Laugh that we share about fanny and not so funny things.. Jokes and things that only we understand...   Hugs and kisses.. And that amazing feel of safety and love... PRICELESS!

  I know I am a big girl. I know that I have enough years to be someone's mom. I know all the facts. But still.. mom is mom :))